Monday, August 11, 2008

For all you hard core 12 steppers out there

I know, I know this a holy hella long ass thing to read. I x-posted it from a harm reduction community. One of my life journal friends who works in harm reduction wrote this about the much overrated 12 step program. I wanted to share it with the world.

EDIT: I was just sent a copy of the magazine called "Mainline" where this article was published. The author is also the editor of mainline and works for the RWC- http://www.rwc.org.nz/
it is a harm reduction center in Christchurch, NZ.
They have alot of other good articles I may share with you guys in the future, especially if I get a scanner because I am way too lazy to type it all out.heh.

if abstenteeism is the benchmark for treatment then relapse must be itsultimate failure or would this be too simplistic. I personally think, theprolific and wide spread use/saturation of the 12 steps treatments and totalabstinance are the laziest forms of para-therapies. Its making money from asystem which was never designed to be implimented in such a form. I get thezig when considering the billions of people dependant on pharmacologicalprescriptions, which are viewed as acceptable as the political and societalfingers are pointed at the 'addicts', the people of choice.You get enough christians too say 'what we are missing and need is god andJesus in our lifes and they will be followed to the ends of earth, the sameseems to ring true, for the spiritual parade of the 12 steppers terrorisedby one drug is too many and a thousand never enough.Living without drugs is like giving up woman or men because we got hurt orinto trouble, is love that dangerous.what do i know ime just a serial failure-


person undergoing 12-Step treatment

This is, in my opinion, a procatively honest and courageous admission of the counter-productive internal state of confusion and uncertainty following exposure to 12-Step addiction treatment.


12-Step treatment is abstinance based, there is no mid-ground between abstinence and habitual drug use, except for the act of "relapse", an ambiguous term with as many ambiguous embedded values. As there is no middle-ground in 12-Step treatment, it inevitably creates an invisible, albeit operative, dualism that ultimately results in the risk of a person adopting the moral values ascribed to addiction and drug use behaviors that are socially biased and bound by conventional and unchallenged, not to forget out-moded, labels denoting negative social behaviors that are anti-social in their inherently unchallenged immorality. Whilst 12-Step theories may not crudely admit to the use of moral value judgments, it is a common occurrence in their literature and meeting formats. eg. the key tag is a tool to separate members into a hierarchy of clean time. An applause is received upon the presentation of the key tag; the "ultimate" key-tag status is furthermore hierarchichal and adops value based notiong in the very material they are made of, ie. gold is worth more than silver. That 12-Step groups adopt unconsciously accepted positive reactions in order to acknowledge an individuals "clean time" is suggestive that "clean time" is synonymous with "good behavior". In short, this gives rise to contexts that spiral into a chain-effect of positve/negative re-enforcements, ie. good/bad, abstinent/clean, recovery/addiction, serene/sick, winners/losers. Because 12-step theories leave no room for a mid-ground, it forms a dualistic linguistic system of postive/negative groupings. Negative and disempowering personal labels are abundant in the nature of 12-Step literature. eg. the "inability" to remain abstinent is a defect of the character, a powerlessness over one's free will, a weakness, a surrender that wasn't surrendering enough. In other words, shortfall after shortcoming that separate him/her from the "winners" (thus suggesting the logic of "I am not a winner, I am the opposite").



It disgusts me that 12-Step groups continue to operate despite the fact they fulfil every critera of what constitutes a "cult", all at the expense of an addict seeking help and guidance, not a mandatory adoption of 12-Step concepts and ideologies. Whilst i'ts no longer in bad taste to condemn or make fun of Scientology as a "cult religion", it is still exceptionally taboo to pigeon-hole 12-groups into the same category. It makes no difference that 12-Step groups operate similarly, yet they are spared negative criticism and public ridicule so often slapped in the face of Scientology.


If addiction is treatable and it's taken for granted that it's a social 'problem' in desperate need of a solution, why are addiction treatment based services still (for the most part) married to the rhetorical and dogmatic ideas belonging to 12-Step theories, when there are other methods and concepts of addiction treatment similarly available? Perhaps it's because 12-Step groups and rehabilitation units are far too subjective and self-interested, afraid that their promise that the prgram works without fail (only for those that accept to live by the ideologies that lead to a life in "recovery') will be threatened by the alternative lifestyle choices afforded by other addiction treatment theories that do not make abstinence the end goal, or a goal with any moral or social significance. That lessens the necessity for re-treatment and lessens the dependance of the addict on social services.


Just as harm reduction is a human right, so should the option of non-moral value aadiction treatment programs be a human-right. What is more, 12-Step groups and rehabilitation facilities should not be made conditional in the sentencing of drug-related crimes, nor should attending a 12-Step program be used as a "reward" or an incentive to reduce a sentence. It would be publicly slammed if attending church every Sunday was made a condition of one's parole. However, one can safely guess that at least in this hypthetical situation, one would be able to choose their own choice of church. Why? Because of the acceptance of an individual having the right to choose a belief system that corresponds with their own. Why is the addict not allowed to choose a system that co-operates with their own set of beliefs without being forced to adopt concepts that are incongruous as well as difficult to comprehend? The treatment of addiction requires one to re-evaluate their own beliefs and life-style choices. Why complicate matters further by inducing a set of beliefs and theories that the individual may not relate to for whatever reasons, or to insist the individual finds an identity within the constructs because it is expected?


The treatment of psychological, psychiatric or mental health concerns are met by an evaluation and investigation with the emphasis on what will work for the individual considering the context of the situation. The suitable treatment option for an individual presented with the aspects of addiction should be entitled to the same format. As addiction concerns physical and psychological factors, the application of a "treatment" that accommodates the internal factors which are unique to the invidual's own socio-cultural experiences, rather than expect the individual to respond to the universal treatment of addiction adopted by 12-Step groups.


The 12-Step theory diagnoses each addict as suffering from the "disease of addiction". It is not the individual's fault that they have been by a disease that can't be "cured". The disease concept also encourages individuals not to think of themselves as the only one's, "we're not unique!" to "you're not alone!". Not only is the individual with a current substance addiction possessed by the "disease" of addiction, so are those close to you! They are part of the disease and also require 12-Step therapy. Hence, the addict will ask his closest kin to attend 12-Step groups designed to cater for those on the receiving end of addictive behavior. These groups are available under the premise they're to help empower those living with the "disease of addiction". In short, these groups bear every resemblance to the non-addict 12-Step group. They are taylored for third persons that do not have an addiction problem, and although their purpose is to provide a safe and sound group environment where support is endless, their existence only further nourishes and makes more omnipresent the concept of addiction as an incurable disease that affects not just the addict, but the spouse or family (often labelled as "Co-Dependant" or enablers). And so 12-Step groups are (without question) seen to be "the only way" and a successful means of treating addiction, because the overwhelming numbers at meetings are quickly translated into a success rate. It is, afterall, an international fellowship. It bears the sticker "it works" that misleads and misguides he person unfamiliar with the treatment of addiction into blindly accepting a quasi-monotheistic natured solution to a problem that may or may not respond to the application of "treatment". Certainly, addiction leads to a variety of physical and psychological states of differing degrees, depending on a multitude of circumstances particular to the individual. This is why I warn against the trick 12-Step groups employ, that of making addiction an universal set of truths that are confined by a formalist disease concept theory, accordingly treatable by the application of a universalised set of 12-Steps and the suggestion never to forget that "My name is... and I'm an addict/recovering addict", as if to make a special exception for a not especially exceptional reason.


Addiction is a serious problem that affects more than just the addicted individual. For some, addiction is a way of life. For others, it is a mode of behavior once engaged in for a period of time. Must it be a label one continues to adopt in spite of the fact the individual is no longer in a state of addiction? Divorce is a very emotional process that changes one's marital status. A divorced person will always carry that label wich provides a social detail of one's elegibility to marry. Considering that addicts have such a negative reputation in society, should those no longer addicted be subjected to carrying a label that is embedded with prejudice and hate? Would not the individual benefit from finding their own voice in order to choose their own identity? That a person is engaged with a certain behavior should not condition that person to a life sentence of owning the behavior in the way of a label. At the end of the day, the fact remains that 12-Step programs are an unscientific methodology in the treatment of addiction, constructed from a dialogue of rhetoric and dogma that induces fear and encourages a lack of self-responsibility.
here is the link to the original:
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EDIT- the person who wrote this, has 3 years clean from the needle and is currently working in harm reduction and earning her masters degree. All without the help of NA.


7 comments:

Coke Addiction Kinda Sucks said...

Thank you so much for your comment - yes, even though I only know you all from your blogs, it IS support & it's much appreciated.
I agree with a lot of what this article is saying. At the NA meetings I attended, they use the same 12-step philosophy. I was always especially uncomfortable with them telling me "once you are an addict, you are always one!". So basically, you are condemned to that label forever & the only goal you are ALBE to shoot for is the keychain (or chip). Hmmmmm...

Anonymous said...

its not about being able to shoot for a keytag or a chip. its about being free from your addiction.

its easy for you guys to bash the 12 steps and not get them. cause its plainly easer to talk shit on something rather than dive head first into it to "get it" and see what its really about.

the "normies" do it with us addicts. the do not understand addiction and do not want any part in understanding it. so they smack it down.

if i could describe to you how i feel right now not craving any opiate and just comfy in my own skin i would. i am free. if you understood the 12 steps you would have a diff value on them.

where else is there for people like us to go and be accepted ? what other ballgame in town is going to help people like us recover. theres all walks of lives in there, from scumbag gutter rats to doctors and lawyers. na and aa and the 12 steps save lives. mabey you will just be miserable the rest of your life. but im happy. and i have happy people around me helping me. its not about clean time eather. i have 24 hours. i have a daily repreive from my disease.

like i said its easer to talk smack on the 12 steps and the progs out there simply b/c you are a closeminded addict who does not want to get clean right now, and thats ok. it really is. but ill save you a seat for when you are beat down enough from addiction and using if your not dead.

cause where else are you gonna go. you already know that your own thinking gets you high. i love when people bash na/aa cause they totally dont even get the point of the programs. they dont see the whole picture. if people knew what we did and how you feel once you work the steps and then go and help someone else thats willing work them , people will be climbing in thru the windows and there would not be an open seat in the house.

but ill save you one. i promise. cause someday you wolnt be bashing us when your at wits end and want to get clean but can't stop using and facing felony charges and ur b/f just overdosed so now ur all alone and in ur own head and things are just rotten.

people die of this disease, the steps save lives and help people become productive members of soceity. im living proof. look at all those people who go to rehab. and use right afterwards. all that money spent on quick detoxes, for what a tolerence lowerer. theres no other place in town for u to go to get what we have. for some its some sainity.

why dont you come in, see what we are about, before you talk shit on the prog. any thing that is saving lives of our own kind(addicts) and restoring them to sanity you should not talk shit on. cause you might need it. but like i said its easer to talk smack than to find out what goes on. and what the steps are really about. id tell you but you dont care. ur too busy stuffing drugs in yourself to quiet your brain down .

but its never about time. its about today.

Carrion Doll said...

anon @ 1:13am- this was x posted from a friend of mine who posts on livejournal. She is 3 years clean from the needle hun. So much for being a close minded addict who doesn't want to get clean huh?

MY point in all this is the 12 steps are not for everyone and those of you who say there is NO other way are the ones who are close minded. Everyone is different. Ppl out there have led VERY different lives and think very differently. There is no possible way ONE program can be for EVERYONE. Why don't you open YOUR mind to the fact that there can be other ways of getting clean.

Carrion Doll said...

oh and you said why dont you come in before you talk shit, she and I both have given na a shot and learned it just wasnt for us. like i said above she is clean and earning a masters degree. i am not and do not want to be.

Anonymous said...

thats great that she is clean earning a masters degree. she also might not be an addict. some can walk away. and it is easer to change our preception of reality than to change our reality. the masters means nothing cause most people that use are smart. u gotta be to pull the shit we pull. and do you even know what the steps are about? like the purpose of a 4th step? what it intails? its actually a gut wrenching process of finding out what makes you tick.

im not close minded about other ways of recovery. if you can recover some other way thats great. if you can walk away you might not be an addict, there are people out there like that. that can use and just say fuck it im done. 5% of people that use opiates recover from them and have some sort of long term sainty away from the drugs. thats a low number. if you can find anouther way thats great. as long as your in that 5% and dont die. most dont and just choose to be in the 95% and are comfy in that pain. and anyone who gets a keytag thats a maricle. cause any addict who puts the drug down to even get out for a meeting is a miracle.

can you tell me the other ways you can remain abstenent and still remain saine and happy. most who white knuckle it are miserable and hate themselves. trust me i work in treatment i see it all the time.

Michelle said...

Hahaha, the guy above (anon) just threw out my FAVORITE 12stepper bs in the world. In their world, no one can get clean without NA. We are powerless, and the only way we can "acheive sobriety" (which to them means WAY more than just stopping drugs) is with them. But they face a problem- what about the hardcore alkies/ needle freaks/ crackheads/ etards/ party animals who get fucked up every day and then just STOP without the help of any 12step program? Not just stop, but start making their lives better? Oh, well then they "MUST NOT HAVE REALLY BEEN AN ADDICT" Hah! It's nice to have a backdoor, isn't it friend?

One thing the article said that I think is just as much baloney:

"Just as harm reduction is a human right, so should the option of non-moral value aadiction treatment programs be a human-right"

Liberals think everything we want is a "human right". It's not. Harm reduction is a choice, "non moral value addiction treatment" isn't a RIGHT in any sense of the word, it's a choice and you can't expect the world to hand you anything. Basic human rights? Food, water, shelter, freedom from violence- and that's it. Anything else is a privelege!

shelley

Carrion Doll said...

"Liberals think everything we want is a "human right". It's not. Harm reduction is a choice, "non moral value addiction treatment" isn't a RIGHT in any sense of the word, it's a choice and you can't expect the world to hand you anything. Basic human rights? Food, water, shelter, freedom from violence- and that's it. Anything else is a privelege!"

yeah I have to say I agree there Shelley.

and there are other treatment programs out there that I have seen friends of mine go through, that do not follow the 12 steps. they sucessfully completed treatment and are happy and healthy today. the 12 steps do help alot of ppl but it is not always the right path for every single person. the experience i had with it was not a good one.

"she also might not be an addict."

she was a hardocre self admitted opiate addict for many years